Your opinion of the USA is hypocritical.
You became a citizen, probably to your benefit in some way, yet post you will never be an American.
So you want the benefits without the responsibility of any loyalty.
Would it not be more true to your beliefs and ideals to renounce your American citizenship then, seeing how you say you are NOT an American.
Just make it so, then.
...or are those benefits just too great for you to do that?