Let me help to cheer you up. He is still winning on deregulating. He is still winning on Immigration as a whole, the wall is not the only part of immigration reform. He is still winning on oil drilling and polluting. He is still winning on so many things. He is winning on lowering taxes for the wealthy. So to be clear these things to me are not winning, they are a loss. But I am sure that if you just reflect on all of the things that make most of us want to cry, it will cheer you up, and give you hope.
He will do something in the days to come that will bring back your faith. Just give it some time. He cant win on every single issue. And if he don't do his job of course you still may choose to kick off your revolution. I hope this pep talk cheered you up some. :)