After much internal debate Im doing this anyway....

[silvereyes]

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[silvereyes]

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[silvereyes]

Sorry about the format. Not up to typing it all out. Daddy passed away Saturday night. 3 years and 2 days since mom did.

[silvereyes]

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[silvereyes]

Back where they belong. Together. Their love endured over rough spots and transcended obstacles.

Mom and Daddy, we love yall will poignant pain now. We miss yall with something akin to physical pain. Over time we know it will lessen but the love wont. We also know that the applecart has been righted. Cheers on yalls sweet reunion. Mom, i know you have happy tears....as does daddy. Yall are the epitome of true love. Daddy simply couldnt wait any longer to see you again.

[silvereyes]

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[Dr. Who]

My deepest condolences to you and your family for your immense loss but take heart in the fact that he has gone home.

[Just AnotherPerson]

Your parents are so beautiful Silvereyes. You look so much like them.

When my Grandpa passed away about a week before his death. I kept having an experience where I could see clearly how I was my grandfather. I have little mannerisms and opinions and ways of seeing things that I know came from him. I could clearly feel that part of him was who I am now and how part of him was alive in me. It was a strange.

The moment he passed away I was standing in line at the grocery store. I suddenly felt a shift. My heart grew so heavy I could barely stand. I felt so much pain, like all the pain in the world was coming through my heart at once. I could feel that he passed away. There was something that changed in the universe in that moment.

When I got home from the store my mother called, she said my grandpa passed away. He passed away the moment that I had that experience in the grocery store. But that feeling of knowing that part of him is alive in me was a great comfort to me. I could see his eyes when I looked in the mirror. I could see his expression when I had an expression. It was like he passed away from the form that I knew him in. But part of him was who I am.

I feel so close to him now. Like he is only a heartbeat away. He is in me, he is in my sisters, in my mother, my aunts and uncles and their children and childrens children.

The sorrow of the loss of him, has not ceased. But I do have some comfort in my soul. I am my grandfathers continuation. Part of who he was is who I am. Part of him is living still in me. Part of him is in all of my family members and all of his friends and loved ones. I can look at the stars or the blue sky or the trees and know part of him is still seeing through my eyes. It doesnt take away the pain of the loss. Nothing can. But for me it brings a warmth and love.

You are in my heart and prayers Silvereyes. I am so deeply sorry for your loss.

[Chris]

Sorry to hear that, silver.

[Cotton1]

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Good. .. .. . Enlightened .. . .. Morning. .. ..

Have been laying here awake for about 96 minutes
I have been sick with a cruel gut wrenching gut
Check of all things real.. .. became a piece of something of a greater reality it in a pace of its own.
Silver.
I signed in saw this and in one
Instant my entire mind
Body and soul
Surrended in a wave of
Still gushing tears..

Bridge of Sighs