Originally Posted by
IMPress Polly
Well let's get more specific then. Based on my personal experience working as a stripper and prostitute in my college years, I would say that taking up that line of work requires the perfect combination of high body confidence and low self-esteem.
In connection to the former, you know, most people get pretty nervous about merely giving a speech in front of an audience, let alone removing most of all of their clothes in front of one. There are wallflowers who go into stripping, but they never make it past the first day. You have to be someone who has been told regularly that you're beautiful, hot, cute, stuff like that in order to have the level of body confidence required.
In connection to the latter, almost every girl and woman in the sex industry has been sexually abused before and/or are drug addicts, and for the exceptions to those rules, were probably abandoned by their father early on in life and just never had a positive male role model. The rates of depression, PTSD, suicidal tendencies, that sort of thing are all sky high among sex workers and the average life expectancy in those fields is very low. This is the kind of mentality that it takes to be willing to put up with being grabbed and groped and even physically attacked on a regular basis even when it's against the rules and to just be willing to completely debase yourself and do whatever the most hideous, demented, hateful guy on Earth commands you to for hours. On top of that, everyone hates sex workers. Women hate you for the attention that you get from men (perhaps including their's) and men just view you as a worthless, throwaway piece of meat. Accordingly, you have to be willing to lie to yourself a lot and convince yourself that that's what love is. And you have to be willing to be hated even by your family because you may well be disowned. I mean, yeah, the business pays. It's the only business that pays women more than men on an hourly basis. (A fact which ought to tell you something about what we as a society value in women.) But there's a tremendous social and psychological price tag attached to it. For me, that price tag became too high eventually and I just couldn't go on anymore. They couldn't pay me enough. I think you'll find the same attitude among most of the women who worked in the sex industry in the past.