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Jeff Stone 81 (10-05-2021)
The girl I broke up with was Muslim.
And as much as she was Westernized, she was never forthcoming with me and I believe that was due to the complications of Islam on her and, ultimately, on us.
In order to satisfy my needs, she would have had to stop seeing her Muslim friends and no longer have anything to do with her Muslim relatives unless they all submitted to industrial grade vetting.
And of course that would be impossible for her to do. And nothing I could seriously expect.
As opposed to those who are unthinkingly xenophobic, I find Muslims can be very genteel, warm and gracious. And the greatest chess masters and great thinkers commonly hail from the area of what was Persia, now Iran. But if they are committed to obeying Allah's word and emulating the perfect example of the Prophet, it could mean using their charm and grace to advance the Islamic agenda of conquest and expanding Islamic influence until the entire world is Islamic and America is Shariah ruled.
I've never known a woman who was more sweet, self controlled, smart, alluring and desirable.
It was not meant to be.
I will never forget her and I know she'll never find anyone who wanted her more than I did.
She has ruined me for anyone else, but I hope she can find happiness some day.
Last edited by Jeff Stone 81; 10-05-2021 at 09:20 PM.
pjohns (10-11-2021)
There wasn't any slapping around as much as I became mesmerized by how fine she was in every way. I was constantly and continuously in awe of her and I was never able to control that zombie-like response to her. I told myself to calm the f--- down. Play it cool. Let her become as addicted to me as I was to her. And I was used to women commonly finding me just as irresistible as I found her to be.
I just couldn't manage to do what I knew needed to be done.
So, I guess any ladies in my future will be nice enough, but never as great as she was unless I develop greater self control.