In the Navy, when you exposed some of your failings, it is called " putting yourself on report". Well, that is what this post is. I am putting myself on report. Exhibited behavior tonight that FINALLY is reflecting maturity, rational thought, and adult responsibility. The inner brat in me hates it.
OK...here it is...
For the last four months, my local town has not had a gun show. Other places around Texas have, but not around here.
Finally...I saw on the schedule one being conducted only an hours drive away from me November 25, 26, and 27. I have known about it for four months and was saving my money in a blue zipped pouch to take there and see if they might have an M1 Garand. Had to sell mine to get the move-in money when we moved to AZ from SD. Miss it.
OK...four months away. Save, save, save.
Today was the day and today they were opened at 4PM and closed at 8pm. Normally gun shows are Sat & Sun, but I guess because it was black Friday, they chose to be open about 4 hours on Friday. This is pretty unusual.
Did I go there today ? NO. Will I go there tomorrow...NO. Maybe Sunday ? Who knows.
Why ?
My wife, Liz, has been plagued the last month or so, with a kidney stone that has been making here miserable. They gave her meds and it did not see to have passed, and today, she was feeling kinda sick. I was going to take her to the ER right now (1:18 in the morning), but she said let's see how she is feeling tomorrow. If bad, then I will take her to the ER and see what they will do for/to her.
So...all that money saved and in the zipped bag, but rather than be an over-age child, I need to stay home and care for her and take her to get medical help for this problem that does not seem to want to go away.
Her being the outstanding woman she is, told me to go ahead and go, but just make sure I had my phone in case her diagnosis was more serious. Not gonna do that. What kind of useless puke would i be if she had a down turn and there I am poking around at a gun show instead of being right there at her side. No way in hell will I go there while she is being seen in the ER tomorrow. I am not like that, but know some men that would.
Therefore...looks like no gun show for Dave, no M1 Garand, and no other shiny toys.
Waaah, friggin' waaah.
Looks like I will just have to save the money I accumulated for another day. My wife comes first and if she is bad sick later on, I would sell them all to help her recover, if that is what is needed.
The little brat in me is crying, but it feels good to know I am NOT controlled by my lusts and hobbies.
The GUN GODS test me from time-to-time like this just to keep me humble.
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I WAS able to post a couple of handguns on-line and sold both of them today, though. More $$$ in the blue zipper bag for later down the road.