Well I had another one of those dang heart episodes again last night, that sucked. Normally I would have went to the ER but it has been snowing about a foot per day and my driveway is snowed in. My heart was going up from 136 to 150 for about five hours. I honestly thought that was it. I was at peace about it though, I was just practicing sending out the love in my heart to all beings in the world. I was trying to just be present and calm. I didn't want to wake up my loved one but at some point I decided to wake him up, he helped me to take a pill. Eventually my heart rate got below 100. It was a tough night for sure.
It is much better today though, it's still a little iffy but not like last night. Not sure what happened to me to make me get that episode. They are not cool at all.